Super duper holiday mood

yes yes yes!

holiday is realli goood~~

Shopping on high heels, sing k and buffet, kim gary and cheese baked rice, movie and popcorn, online and gunbound, jump and wii, travel and digicam, yumcha and friends! XD

i love holiday veli veli much de laaaaaaa!

today i open an old notes book of mine.. and i saw a sticker that i pasted on the cover page last time..

"Have you smiled today?"

then only i remembered... a simple thing that i always forget to remember - My vision is to be happy! yes i want to have a happy life.. life is just as simple as that..

and yesterday i went to somewhere nearby mid valley.. ( i duno that place call wat :P)
tot to support wai luen in his happy moment contest, but when we reach tht place.. i saw da staff was giving out some t-shirt, da place deco until leng leng.. and they serve nice food!

da 1st thing that appear in my mind was.. "eehh, i come here kacau kacau jek wo, have to paid mia???" cham lo.... =.="

...luckily no need.. :P

but tht place is really leng lo...



leng until we can't stop cam whore while they announcing da winners :P betul betul mei you li mao!

mei you li mao de rens

Free pillows grabbed from wai luen! ngek ngek

congratulation wai luen :)

*applause applause*


jogoya? :P

Holiday lu~

:D


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:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD


I have been waiting for this day... da day i done all my exams..!!

no more lecture classes, tutorials, quizes, assignments, project, mid-term tests..final exams!!

.... for this sem.

Semester ended, bye bye beta.. ( I pray hard! very hard! please dun let me retake or resit for any subject in this semester! please!)

Haiz.. all subject i did badly.. i dun want to take supp leh!
i dun wan i dun wan >.<

i promised next time i will be more hardworking, more focus on my study.. no more last minute study! i'm serious!

('-' )


as shown in da face above, I'm Serious!

So.. please let me to pass all my subject ar... Ah God. I know u will help me.. rite?
hehe..


by the way...





it is holiday!!



What?



what day is it?



HOLIDAY!

and...

...i dun mind repeating it again..

It is HOLIDAY! HOLA HOLA! xD

so just enjoy your holiday until next coming hell on 16th of June 2008!

以反哺之心奉敬父母，以恩之心孝順父母

I got this passage from an email.. it is really touching!

媳婦說：
「 煮淡一點妳就嫌沒有味，現在煮鹹一點妳卻說咽不下，
妳究竟想怎麼樣 ？」
母親一見兒子回來，二話不說便把飯菜往咀裡送。
她怒瞪他一眼。
他試了一口，馬上吐出來，
兒子說：「 我不是說過了嗎，媽有病不能吃太鹹 ！」
「 那好！媽是你的，以後由你來煮 ！」
媳婦怒氣沖沖地回房。

兒子無奈地輕嘆一聲，然後對母親說：
「 媽，別吃了，我去煮個麵給妳 。」
「 仔，你是不是有話想跟媽說，是就說好了，別憋在心裡 ！
「 媽，公司下個月升我職，我會很忙，
至於老婆，她說很想出來工作，所以 .... 」
母親馬上意識到兒子的意思：
「 仔，不要送媽去老人院 。」
聲音似乎在哀求。
兒子沉默片刻，他是在尋找更好的理由。

「 媽，其實老人院並沒有甚麼不好，
妳知道老婆一但工作，
一定沒有時間好好服侍妳。
老人院有吃有住有人服侍照顧，不是比在家裡好得多嗎？」
「可是，阿財叔他 .... 」

洗了澡，草草吃了一碗速食麵，兒子便到書房去。
他茫然地佇立於窗前，有些猶豫不決。
母親年輕便守寡，含辛茹苦將他撫養成人，供他出國讀書。
但她從不用年輕時的犧牲當作要脅他孝順的籌碼，
反而是妻子以婚姻要脅他！
真的要讓母親住老人院嗎？
仔問自己，他有些不忍。

「 可以陪你下半世的人是你老婆，難道是你媽嗎 ？」

阿財叔的兒子總是這樣提醒他
「 你媽都這麼老了，好命的話可以活多幾年，
為何不趁這幾年好好孝順她呢？
樹欲靜而風不息，子欲養而親不在啊 ！」
親戚總是這樣勸他。
兒子不敢再想下去，深怕自己真的會改變初衷。

夕晚，太陽收斂起灼熱的金光，躲在山後憩息。
一間建在郊外山崗的一座貴族老人院。

是的，錢用得越多，兒子才心安理得。
當兒子領著母親步入大廳時，
嶄新的電視機， 42 吋的螢幕正播放著一部喜劇，
但觀眾一點笑聲也沒有。

幾個衣著一樣，髮型一樣的老嫗歪歪斜斜地坐在梳化上，
神情呆滯而有一個老人在自言自語，
有個正緩緩彎下腰，想去撿掉在地上的一塊餅乾吃。
兒子知道母親喜歡光亮，
所以為她選了一間陽光充足的房間。
從窗口望出去，樹蔭下，一片芳草如茵。
幾名護士推著坐在輪椅的老者在夕陽下散步，
四周悄然寂靜得令人心酸。
縱是夕陽無限好，畢竟已到了黃昏，他心中低低嘆息。

「 媽，我 ........ 我要走了 ！」
母親只能點頭。
他走時，母親頻頻揮手，
她張著沒有牙的嘴，
蒼白乾燥的咀唇在囁嚅著，一副欲語還休的樣子。
兒子這才注意到母親銀灰色的頭髮，
深陷的眼窩以及打著細紋臉。
母親，真的老了！

他霍然記起一則兒時舊事。
那年他才 6 歲，母親有事回鄉，不便攜他同行，
於是把他寄住在阿財叔家幾天。
母親臨走時，
他驚恐地抱著母親的腿傷心大聲號哭道：
「 媽媽不要丟下我！媽媽不要走 ！」

最後母親沒有丟下他。
他連忙離開房間，順手把門關上，不敢回頭，
深恐那記憶像鬼魅似地追纏而來。

他回到家，
妻子與岳母正瘋狂的把母親房裡的一切扔個不亦樂乎。
身高 3 呎的獎杯 ──
那是他小學作文比賽「我的母親」第 1 名的勝利品！
華英字典 ──
那是母親整個月省吃省用所買給他的第一份生日禮物！
還有母親臨睡前要擦的風濕油，
沒有為她擦，帶去老人院又有甚麼意義呢？

「 夠了，別再扔了 ！」兒子怒吼道。

﹝這麼多垃圾，不把它扔掉，怎麼放得下我的東西﹞。
岳母沒好氣地說。

「 就是嘛！你趕快把你媽那張爛床給抬出去，
我明天要為我媽添張新的 ！」

一堆童年的照片展現在兒子眼前，
那是母親帶他到動物園和遊樂園拍的照片。

「 它們是我媽的財產，一樣也不能丟 ！」

「 你這算甚態度？對我媽這麼大聲，我要你向我媽道歉 ！」

「 我娶妳就要愛妳的母親，
為甚麼妳嫁給我就不能愛我的母親？ 」

雨後的黑夜分外冷寂，街道蕭瑟，行人車輛格外稀少。
一輛寶馬在路上飛馳，頻頻闖紅燈，陷黃格，
呼一聲又飛馳而過。
那輛轎車一路奔往山崗上的那間老人院，
停車直奔上樓，推開母親臥房的門。
他幽靈似地站著，母親正撫摸著風濕痛的雙腿低泣。
她見到兒子手中正拿著那瓶風濕油，
顯然感到安慰的說：
「 媽忘了帶，幸好你拿來 ！ 」
他走到母親身邊，跪了下來。

「 很晚了，媽自己擦可以了，你明天還要上班，回去吧 ！」

他囁嚅片刻，終於忍不住啜泣道 ：
「媽，對不起，請原諒我！我們回家去吧！」

∼∼ 後語 ∼∼

隨著自己愈長大，
看著父母親臉龐從年輕變憔悴，
頭髮從烏絲變白髮 , 動作從迅捷變緩慢，多心疼！

父母親總是將最好、最寶貴的留給我們，
像蠟燭不停的燃燒自己，照亮孩子！
而我呢？
有沒有騰出一個空間給我的父母，
或者只是在當我需要停泊岸時，
才會想起他們 ……
其實父母親要的真的不多，
只是一句隨意的問候：爸、媽，你們今天好嗎？」
隨意買的宵夜，煮一頓再普通不過的晚餐，
睡前幫他們盖盖被子，
天冷幫他們添衣服、戴手套 ……
都能讓他們高興溫馨很久。

有時，我常在想：我希望我的子女以後如何對我。
那現在，我有沒有如此對待我的父母？
我相信，人是環環相扣的；
現在，你如何對待你的父母；
以後，你的子女就如何待你。

朋友，人世間最難報的就是父母恩，
願我們都能：以反哺之心奉敬父母，以恩之心孝順父母！

∼ 共勉之 ∼
生命不要求我們成為最好的，只要求我們作最大的努力！
老人安養院牆上發現的一篇文章
孩子！當你還很小的時候，
我花了很多時間，教你慢慢用湯匙、用筷子吃東西。
教你繫鞋帶、扣扣子、溜滑梯、教你穿衣服、梳頭髮、擰鼻涕。
這些和你在一起的點點滴滴，是多麼的令我懷念不已。
所以，當我想不起來，接不上話時，
請給我一點時間，等我一下，
讓我再想一想 …… 極可能最後連要說什麼，我也一併忘記。
孩子！
你忘記我們練習了好幾百回，
才學會的第一首娃娃歌嗎？
是否還記得每天總要我絞盡腦汁，
去回答不知道你從哪裡冒出來的问题嗎？
所以，當我重覆又重覆說著老掉牙的故事，
哼著我孩提時代的兒歌時，體諒我。
讓我繼續沉醉在這些回憶中吧！
切望你，也能陪著我閒話家常吧！
孩子，現在我常忘了扣扣子、繫鞋帶。
吃飯時，會弄髒衣服，梳頭髮時手還會不停的抖，
不要催促我，要對我多一點耐心和溫柔，
只要有你在一起，就會有很多的溫暖湧上心頭。
孩子！如今，我的腳站也站不穩，走也走不動。
所以，請你緊緊的握著我的手，陪著我，慢慢的。
就像當年一樣，我帶著你一步一步地走。
若為人子女也不懂得如何體諒他們，
那他們便只能於痛苦中渡過餘生，黑暗中逝去 ....

請把此文章轉發給您的朋友，
讓他們知道家人才是最重要的。
愛情可以重新再找尋，但父母一生卻只有一個，
要珍惜、珍重

Final exam period

Final exam phenomena!

This is wat happen every time during final exam period....

hurricane passed by~
my room become.... =. ="

Pimple No.1

Pimple No.2

i grow misai d!

i hate exam! hate exam hate exam hate exaaaam!!!

dam.. dam!!!

this semester.. i did very badly in exams.. study on the very last minutes of almost all subjects.. T.T
not good....
now i dam worry about the result! haiz.. let me pass la! pleasesss >.<
i just want to pass... pass is more than enough liao ...

Maa... i dun wan study liao .. sob.. T.T




Grr... after exams must play gao gao!

It's peanut butter jelly time!

while i m feeling depress and tension for the coming exams.. I find myself become hardly to smile..
lots of pressuressss!! aiyaya >.<

but this vid makes me happy :)



the dog Brian was try to cheer Peter by showing him "Peanut Butter Jelly dance"
he failed to cheer Peter but it works on me :D

hahaha..

funny!

the original "Peanut Butter Jelly Time" by Buckwheat Boyz.
video created by Ryan Gancenia Etrata & Kevin Flynn

sorry my friend

it is 3.30 am in the morning...

i'm 40% sleepy already.. but i m still awake with all notes and textbooks in front of me..
yeah.. i supposed to be studying rite now.. but why m i sitting in front of the pc and typing all these? = =

nah... there are something in my mind.. not chapter 9 in financial management textbook..
but surprisingly.. what occurred in my mind.. is some one that i have not seen for quite some times..

i can't recall when was the last time i met him.. i think at least 5 or 6 years neva meet d..

we are primary school mate..

lets just named him mr.lu

he always appear in his untidy uniform.. a broken school bag.. n in a pair of dirty shoes..
his seat at the upper right corner of the class..
no one in the class likes him... including me.

why? i don't know.. because of his sweaty look? just because peoples at my surrounding dislike him? because he always look dirty?

duno y pun...

everyday, he was bullied by others.. people wracked his table.. broke his pencil box.. wrote something bad about him on the wall.. being rude to him.. threw his bag into the dustbin.. disassembled his chair.. and nobody dare to touch his thing because they said his things got shit! (kids really silly!)

everyday he was being isolated.. i don't remember i've ever seen anyone walk beside him before.. he was always alone.. sitting diam diam in the class room.. didnt show any response when others bully him.. he is already get used to it i think - -

and then one day.. as usually.. when he came back from the break.. his bag was inside da dustbin.. all the things inside dropped out... then he walked toward da dustbin and start picking up his stuff...

this time, i made my very first move to help him to pick up the things.. and smiled at him.. just because of feeling sympathy..

at that moment.. i saw his face with watery eyes...

everyday since then.. he became very friendly to me..

but but...

da way he show his friendly.. to me it was scary...

he followed my when i walk...
he keep shouting my full name and smilling at me..
he even chase me in school.. (eh.. not refer to the term 'chase' translate from mandarin or canto, here it really means da movement, "To follow rapidly in order to catch or overtake")

scary laaaa....

and.. from then on.. i don't dare to help him, or treat him good anymore..
at most i did was only showed him a smile when he saw me..

after graduated.. we really seldom meet.. everyone was separate to different places and different environment..

but still.. when i think back, i feel very guilty and sorry for treated him badly..

i hope.. if i have a chance to meet him again.. i would like to apologize to him..

erm...
"i'm sorry.. for being a bad friend who gave you bad memories in da past time"

sorry har.. Mr. lu

if u have da chance to visit my blog and to see this post*
i m sincerely apologize to u..

Finally i completed the damn thing!

Muahahahhahahahah..!!

Muahahhahahahahahahhaha!!


hahahhahahaha

Finally!!

I completed the stupid assignment!!

hahahahah..

hahhahahahah

first of all... i would like to thank my group members, for sending me their parts at the last minute.. you guys make the assignment completion process very 'chi gek' lo..

li hai...... next time i don't want to be a stupid group leader anymore - -

i remember someone told me before -" 聪明的人动口，笨的人动手"

admit lo.. i am really stupid!

i want to be the one who order other to do thing! not the one who do all the thing! grr.. geram!

aiks.. nevermind la.. its over! XD

so now just enjoy the after-assignment-mood! Muahahaahaha

oh yea...

i would like to thank Yin! ... for supporting my blog eventhough i no update.. haha
and also people who view my blog n click adv everyday la! thank you so much! *bow*
sob.. cry liao.. sob..

arr.. ar.. erm.. sei 4! no idea what to write - -

yea.. recently i always in a very lazy mood.. lazy to study, lazy to kemas room, lazy to wash my car, even lazy to eat! (i wonder i got slimmer onot xD)

but 1 thing i very busy about... YUMCHA! x)
i need to improve my social skill and expand my network ma! this is very essential for fom student to enhance working life later lo... (and this is the reason why my parents want me to study in Uni!)

summore i really value friendship.. :)

but sometimes i feel guilty oso.. cause i can't believe in some peoples i meet.. are really treating me as a real friend.. they come with some purpose de wo..

"the feeling of being 'use' by people is really bad.. but still i'm pretending that nothing happened, because i respect friendship.. and i hope that you respect me as well.."
-this is what i think few years ago.

but now.. ngek ngek! sorry lo.. things are different now.
i transformed to a stronger me.. it can be good or bad.. i don't know..
what i realized is that i cannot be bully by others again. :)

show a smile to everyone.. no matter he/she has done something bad to you.. however, they gave you a chance to learn and to stand stronger. so just appreciate everything in life. be thankful.

somehow hor, i still have some very true friends that always be by my side! thank you friends :)

Smile is the only and the best gift for everyone...

i have been practicing throughout these years..

(no wonder people say i look good when i smiled la!)

haha..

Cheers!!